| hmmm my favorite pair of pants barely will stay up on my hips anymore........ time for work and i can't wait til july 4th.......CAMPING! |
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| Is it all worth it in the end? Is everything we work so hard for and strive for so long worth it? I sure hope so. |
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| i've always had a problem with not doing things at the time i needed to do them....but i basically just messed up my timetable really badly this time.... i was just going to sign up for one class this summer to take to bring my gpa up a little bit so they are more acceptable when i transfer them to embry riddle but no....i'm retarded wait too long and all the spaces are taken. so now i have to wait around here for another semester and take a few classes at UMSL over a period of 4 months instead of 1.....ugh i hate making my mom mad.....basically she just wants me to start my life and stop being a child which i want to, but it seems hard to let go. I'll get the hang of it. "I'm trying to get you on the fast track," she said to me. that makes me feel pressured but i guess i should be used to it....my life has been on the fast track since i was in middle school and started taking harder classes than everyone else.....then academy and just everything.....i wish everything would slow down so i would be able to comprehend everything that is happening. and the fact that i turned 18 two days ago doesn't exactly help.....time just rips me farther and farther away from that dream i never wanted to wake up from. .....guess what little corey....wake up dear....dreams over, time to grow up and face reality. that whole ignorance is bliss thing kinda went out the window 5 years ago. i'm awake....hmmm maybe i need some coffee. *edit* enrolled in some american lit class now haha definetly a last ditch attempt but anything to get my gpa up...i'm nervous now i haven't taken a college course in over a year now and this class is four hours long....hmmmm oh well...sup life? |
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| Its basically been forever since i have been on this. Wow this year went by very fast. I miss alot of people, and it makes me sad to realize i will probably never see them again, but i guess that's life. Last day of school is tuesday, wow then no more high school. Its kind of sad i'm not even walking in graduation because i thought i wouldn't care, well.....i do. Oh well i'll be in california for two weeks so hopefully i won't miss anything in St. Louis! Well holla at me haha. :) |
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| wow it's been such a long time since i have been on here.....so much has not happened though......so many finals i have to take but probably not as bad as your guys ones.....i can't wait to go to colorado and get on the slopes saturday. thats the only thing that is keeping me going. how are you guys all doing let me no. .......so relieved.....pregnancy test was a negative thank god. |
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